Shadow figure

over there 

Please don’t break me 

just pass right through me

Shadow figure

standing there 

please don’t grab me

Just fly over me 

       Where did we go? I guess there was never an us but I always felt so attached to you. I could go weeks without talking to you and just pick up where we left off. I guess I didn’t treat you how I should have. I waited so long for the opportunity that I got and like everything I messed up. I wanted to write a chapter of my life with you, fill pages upon pages with story after story of something we built up together. But things got hard and I thought running away would of fixed everything, I hurt you… but in the end I hurt myself. As we grew distant I realized what kept me going day after day, was you… just the thought of seeing you kept me alive… and it still does… as much as it hurts me to look in your direction, to have those little moments where we lock eyes absolutely kills me inside. Sometimes I wish I had a time machine so I could go back, so I could show you what I couldn’t show myself… Where does the time go? When I found out you didn’t want to be with anyone, that’s when I knew I had to go… Being friends… even though I love you… was to unbearable for me. Everything I do, Everything I see screams of you in someway… and in my silence, and in my patience I just hope something leads you back to me… I just want another chance to make everything right…

The Vodka and fruit punch was never enough

to fill the cracks in his heart

She was the only good thing in a world half broken

and he tore it apart.

And why did you give up on him?

left in the dark, I can’t blame you

we could have been everything-everything we ever wanted

and why did you give up on me?

Why?

I’m sorry, please forgive me

will you ever take me back?…